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You preach about selfishness You preach about hate You preach about morals Who are you to say! You say I'm so selfish That my feelings aren't right I'm not to blame, but I need to get over it, right? If you listen more closely You'll hear hypocrite And irony Cause that's all this is You're going on and on With this crap of lies Trying to make me out to be the bad guy You want to chain my wrists And throw away the key Cause my life isn't up to me You don't want to act like a dad You just wanna pass But still want to tell me How to do this and that You think I'm some kinda brat But really you're a laugh Pathetic, an ass I

I think we should all be human We should forget race, gender and sexuality We should hate and love With out concern of color We should be equal and kind Regardless of who we love We should be friends Without worry of gender We shouldn't judge Based on religion I don't think we should fight to have rights We should all be equal We should all have the same rights Not woman's rights Not gay rights Not African American rights Just human rights! I'm human, you're human So let's forget about race, gender, sexuality and religion And just be human

People seem to think That inside of me is a switch That I can flick To make myself feel happy Oh how so classy I must love to feel crappy If I always turn it off I must like the pain Call me insane This must be a game That I play so well The ultimate player Not even I new That there was a switch That I could have flicked And stopped feeling blue Oh it must be my fault The sadness I feel Oh yes    It seems best          To just guess                That I made it all up in my head                    I wont let myself be happy                       I love feeling crappy                                Oh yes          

I’m watching you To see what you do Your trying to fix it The things you’ve abused Your putting the pieces together Trying to fix all the cracks It actually looks like you’ll make it Finely fix it at last And I couldn’t be more glad But when I turn around I hear the crash I new it couldn’t last You look so sad Like you think its really bad But I no it’s a lie One I’ve fallen for many times But now you cant fool my eyes With your pretend lies

"Hush little baby don't say a word...." My feet slipped beneath me as I tried to escape the man down the alley way from me. I quickly scrambled to my feet and continued running down the never ending alley. "Daddy's gonna buy you a mocking bird....." I looked back at the descending figure behind me, which was a big Mistake because I wasn't paying attention and went crashing in to a bunch of trash cans and trash. I couldn't find the energy to pull myself to my feet I just watched as the man got closer and closer. "And if that mocking bird won't sing, I'll take my knife and cut of its wings...." I felt my stomach churn as I listened to the

Would you notice If I were gone Would you care at all Am I a convenience Or a nuisance Am I insane? Gone Paranoid Do you hate me Do you even care? Do you even think that this is fair? Am I being over dramatic? Or can every one see it to If I were to disappear Would it worry you? Would you be relieved To see that I was no longer there Gone from sight Would you be scared? Would you be sad ? If I bled If I died If I was buried With out a goodbye Can you see it? Or are you blind Cant you see You've left me behind

"Bye, Mattie," Tobi waved. "Bye," I mumbled as I got out of the car. I moved up the walk way and pushed open the door, very happy I didn't lock it; I wasn't in the mood to look for my keys. "I'm home," I called, gloomily, to the empty house, "but no one else is" I lay down quietly on the couch and stared at the ceiling, making shapes and pictures out of it, trying to put my mind to rest. It took me about 20 minutes. I closed my eyes but, after a moment, gave up and opened them again. I was in a hallway of what looked like an old hospital. I looked around, confused. "La, la, la, la, la, la, la..." someone sang from down the hall. "Hello?"

I love you                 Don't lie I love you                 Don't speak I love you                 Re-think I love you                 Re-speak I hate you                 No lie I hate you                  Louder I hate you                  Re-think I hate you                  Re-speak I hate you                    that's no lie

Some days I'm like a zombie Some days I'm alright Some days I'm bouncing of the walls Some days I want to fight Some days I want to die Some days I want to cry Some days I just don't care Some days I feel like no ones there Some days I feel happy as can be Some days I feel so free Some days I want to cut my self Some days I wish I had some help Some days I feel so alive Some days I feel so high And every day I wonder why That some days I feel so alive And some days I want to die